on the serious tip

ok, so i am clearly upset,

nthn is happeninq like i thouqht it would happen.

i am not havinq a qood sprinq break, im soo ready for school.

dudes are a draq.

i am really startinq to dislike all dudes

mann fck a niqqa.

im qettinq hurt absolutely too much!

this one dude especially, uqhh i thouqht he was the fckin one..

i mean he had been tryinq to tlk to me for a while

and i jst wasnt fckin feelinq his ass..

for one, you had this qirl that was apparently your qirlfriend

two, he was a senior tryinq to qet at a freshman--umm why

three, ummm your pickup lines were whack as hell

uhmm no!!

*****

so anywho, i qot so wrapped up that i fell for his ass..

whyy! ahjia whyy!!

idk. but yeahh we tlkd for a qood lil minute

and bamm today yo ass asked me for some butt!

aha, umm no

he qot madd, wtff..he's a lame

wow told me to lose his number and everythinq

aha, okayy..

(that up there was from 4.10.09]

so anywho,

shit still hasnt chanqed for the best of it.

i officially hate a niqqa..

ima qo fckin hard on every niqqa.

im qrown and i dnt need no boy to depend on

i qots my own, and its not like he not leavinq me alone anyways

he keeps cominq bck;

hahha,, wtf....i dnt qet it..

o'dee i dnt qet it

uqhh im soo confused;

Idk what to do, should I like em or should I just pass.
I miss my old boo; a lot..
I miqht qo his way!!

snow day;

so, its monday and its also the 3rd month into 2009.ughh and like I feel soo damnn dumb, because I didn't not knw that it could snow in march!!lol so that means its a fckn snow day btchsss!!!ahha, no school.yes:) but I have to say this past wknd was bomb!! Upperstate qame:).even thouqh my school lost by 2..yeahh but I was sick the whole time..shit bad btchs can possibly do anythinq; sick or not!so yeahh I was wit my fly ass crew too(deejah].yeahh one qirl, but I had some other corhorts(alicia,paula,natalia and olqa].ahah, me and deejah saw some not so cute kids, but some ppl was on point, I quess ill qive them there props.like omqee tho uhh I saw like my 7th qrade ex, and he was uqly as hell.straiqht hobo..like wtf, his fro was un fckin shaped up and he had like qray hair..ewww..like ima puke.and ohh yeahh ok, so like there is this boy named dj and yeahh he fckin hates me, because I wouldn't pay attention to him, I meann oops my bad.I mean I'm not abt to kiss his ass, cause that is what he wants me to do.but hey he qot his qirl now..couqh couqh..but yeahh like he was at upperstate(well both of them], and also on vday he was at the movies with a chaperone.I meann qott damnn everywhere I qo I see his biqheaded ass, uqhh annoyance completely.but anyways I'm still sick..later thouqh me and chanel miqht qo out and play in the qott damnn snow...qreatt:(..I hate snow but I want to play!!be bckk later hoes:p

sickish day

So yeahh; this morninq I felt da worst! I didn't knw what to do!! I had a headache,stomach ache, and I was couqhinq and sore from tumblinq..uqhh..I'm like fck it.addinq later

40 days; and other thinqs oh my!

So I'm doinq this lent thinq,

I'm qivinq up somethinq I am like always doinq.

well I'm qivinq up myspace.

ughh a whole month without the space.

wtf!!

well I knw I can manaqe!

Shittt!, hopefully.but yeahh it seems like all these niqqas qoin down the road, to the pin!!!

Free coot,drew,boodie&tyke.(oh yeahh tyke is out-updated march 2, 2009]

damnn man.yeahh I haven't blogged in a while, I'm qoinq bck to updatinq.

the mann pats (boys] made it to upperstate..so proud.

so, la's first bday was amazinq with all these bad ass kids here

pictures comin soon for that event.

currently readinq twiliqht and nineteen minutes.

ready for da summer? I am hawaii bby; aloha!

some btch ass ppl keep callin me private.

so funny how people center their lives on me..damnnn I love it..

so yeahh I'm out! ♥

lol

this shit is hella funny!
i mean fckin foreal how the hell you gone be tlkin shit and never run up.
like im fckin confused as hell, i mean if you gone trash talk shit lets fckin wild out.
shit i got class but damnn i can do some trashh.
but yeahh
way past that.
drama is in my life , but that doesnt mean its for me!

drama.lies.& tears.welcome to the teenaqe years

This weekend was kinda on point.I was at qranny's:).ilher!!but yeahh I went to a sweet 16.it was pretty cool! The music was off, hella off.music is the party!!!so anyways sunday I went to church..qot a new biqq brotha (vince;]..hehe..but monday (yesterday;] it wasn't no damnn drama..I would say stupid ass rudeness!!hell yeahs dese qirls need to qet put in they place and in check!!! But yeah tuesday niqht I went to qymnastics to work on my tumblinq..wow I'm sore as fck!!! But yeahh my headhurts and I dnt feel qood so now I qotta qo to deejahs house the bff!!!hair done friday and colored friday

btchs will be btchs

i swear today and yesterday was the fckin most drama filled days ever!
these lil hatin ass hoes
but ahjia aint sweatin des hatin ass females

im the most hated!!!
ahah and its a qood thinq cause none of the btchs will fck wit me nor my crew.
it doesnt even matter
aha..
i swear whats hiqher than number 1?

im qettinq hype..
dammit these hoes dnt want it..
but yeahh fck dem otha btchs

chillin.like always

so im listeninq to 106..

aint shxt to do!!
bored out my mind!!

school was ok.well wait it was borinq..

advisory idk what the hell we was watchin!!

i was fckin with me and tiko's blackberry's

yeahh i qot a bberry curve!!

its the fckin bomb!!

addinq pictures

ralph,billy,&bob
but ppl move on~

they just dnt understand..do they!

So today I realized that people don't have hearts.
Could there be a qood in everybody?

So today at the school, somebody iqnorant decides to punch a special needs boy in the mouth, because of instiqation..like seriously.it was childish and it made me madd..no lie..I really thouqht if dudes had balls they will treat qirls as a whole or anyone with respect..
Dudes aren't a waist of time but they need to qet a reality check.
and if I will have to be the one to put it to em then I will qladly do it..honestly idc but they full of crap aint they attitudes aint worth 2 pennies..
So qlad I qot home traininq..
Uqhh; thank God..

Other than that, the day was the best!! Took pictures and I'm siqninq up for tumblinq tmrw.startinq tuesday classes and maybe thursday with nikki(nicole;]..found out info and almost lost my mind abt it..
HAPPY BDAY PAULA!!!
Nxt week permit..
Uhh yess!! For the second time..lmaoo..

she's a very happy qirl

omq; i swear i hate when people think you qo with a person
& its somebody your really close too.
lmao...i can just lauqh.
if you can hear dis niqqa on the phone you would die..
he has no sense what so ever!!
yeahh his btch ass, naw kiddinq.
but anywho today was a qood ass day, i swear.
i fell in school, lmaoo.
but yeahh;
i didnt tlk to boyfriend today..
i miss em.
im bored and tired!!!
niqht!
-with♥ ahjia

stop swaqqin me

like really i swear mann hiqh is the dumbest shit ever;
people jock your shit all the time.
like its funny how i wear somethinq and someone else qets it..
dayummmm, qet your own..

stop swaqqin me..
aha..i qotta qo to the btch ass in a few hours..

today is mom's bday.like whoo whoo she's 31 (hella younq*]

but she is the flyest mom to me..
we butt heads like everyother day

fck yours naw jk..but yeahh..

im so ready for this job, im ready to qet a car..
like i failed my permit test (how dumb is that*; common sense]

16 this year babes..

on fye!
for sure..
summer o9..hawaii btchs..

with the btchs briona&deejah also the newest to me shanna!!

fck beinq the baddest...

shit those btchs that say det aint showed me shit yet;

cosby show on deck; so im bout to bounce its 1:00 am..

wrapped hair hittinq the satin pillow

(updatinq later:*-after drama hiqh]!

AT DRAMA HiGH AROUND THiS TiME (830-330]
so I'm bck from drama hiqh and its been another bad day.I'm just miserable..and madd as hell.I mean qah lee can I qet a simple break!? But other than that I knw who I have; who is God!! But yeahh abt drama hiqh its so dumb how these little qirls qet soo cauqht up with old ass shxt, not worth worryinq abt.too me I'm like the mom to these qirls..I'm always the one to tell them dnt fck wit this person or that person and to be honest I really shouldnt have to be..they need to learn themselves.hey it is what it is!!!

↑wow, trashh tlk!!↑

aha; our conversations!

-with♥ahjia

nothinqs better

what a fckin bad way to start of a bloq!!!

so yeah everyone seems to be so arroqant;

especially teenaqers.

but im not your averaqe!

i dnt fck with alot.

my cell phone dnt be on blast.

im to myself, but loud as hell!!

i like to talk shit, just to make someone mad.

i stay eatinq like it aint nothinq to it.

but at heart im just a qirl in her own shoes.

waitinq to see where life is qone lead me!

i wonder what i qot in store for next..

im just DREAMiN

so lets just put it like this im tired of boys..

why the hell is it always dicks before chicks.

dnt trust no dude ever in your life.

i really dislike it out of everythinq

they lie and they cheat..

(as well as qirls*]

you dnt qet nothinq qood out of em..

i cant stand it..and its just qettinq on my damnn nerves

im not sayinq that i like other people im just sayinq its other fishes in the sea.

im qettinq tired of people actinq like we all perfect

& we're not!! we always try to cover thinqs up, and im just sick and tired.

it seems like im ready to be friends, but im not. i dnt even knw what it feels like to be sinqle

& thats a badd thinq its not even qood to be stuck on the same person because you qet bored; hell they want to move on; so shit why not you..

damnn i hate that i qet so wrapped up in bullshit.

the same thinq over and over.

for no reason.

no one can chanqe it but myself and the boy..

& its not qone chanqe so why am i trippin?

2009 & they said chanqe

maybe in politcs

but

the beqinninq is just a downqrade..

-with ♥ahjia